supper bleh

I'm really getting annoied here. the only good thing in this place is the people I met, and there a small amount and even some things they do are slightly getting on my nervs. mabye its the fact I'm feeling like crap right now and having sevear home sickness. this place is psychotic. they do nothing normal and logic and reason is lost on them. its sad and annoing.

I'm hopeing to go to fanime but I need to get a hold of vince... but I can't figure out how since I lost evoryobnes numbers or tghere more likely then not still in sf in boxess in storage x.x;;

the lack of suplies and beeing able to do simple things makes me want to screem. I can';t even get a walkman! or shop at a normal store or get fast food! if I could find a way to get a job from far away and it was decent enough I would so move back. find a room mate and a job at the same time, fly down there and start up, but I doubt I could find a job that paid enough, or a nice enough room mate.....

suplies suck here too. I have to order all my stuff.... so no browsing. how am I to find new stuff? and I can't find my brand of pencils.... mabye I could save up a bit and get all the neopikos instead of atempting to get the right amount of copic to make them worth while....

I havn't been home in a while so I havn';t been able to work on mearim. though hes nearly doen. just need to cleen him up and add the shading. I'm rather pleased. I think spending so much time with other people is finaly getting to me. its a bit overwelming and I despretly need some isolation or something. but I can't get that for a week...... *sigh* even moving to seatle would be better then this exsistence.

clubs I'm in.
  
Clubs I moderate
I guess I moderate this >.>;